bandmates....
after these few days of stoning at home.... and of cos... a veri wise person... who came to talk to me... i finally think thru alot of things n of cos... found the cause of everything.... definitely... i am gulity for everything....
if able.. just sentence me to death sentence.. i am ok with it..... well... somehow things are cleared up now... i hope... as i mention in the tag... everyone pls... look up on skyler ok? be it watever bands... really...we are still a far far way behind...
if ur guys still willing to carry on labyrinth[S] with me... of cos..give me an ans.... i hope...we can work harder... not to win anyone..but to win ourselves...to win tis pbo gig tat we did... rather badly i dare to say..of cos... although sounds abit... ok over the recording...
but pls bear in mind.. i did get feedbacks saying they heard mistakes... n yes... there is a person who wrote a report on it... go to sgclub.com n can see it... the link to the blog.. i think mama n fan will see it... i will try to link it to the band to let the band see...
we got more negative remarks than positive ones tis time from public... its veri normal... if we predict to do veri well in the first gig.. how to improve for the next gig? we will be moving into chinese n eng...
i had found 2 english songs to cover..but i dunno if any of u wants it....
1) cranberries - Zombie
2) cranberries - animal instinct
if u guys still keen to move on with tis band with me... tis sunday... steam boat outing... still on? still keen of going? let me know.. thru tagboard, msn or sms.....
of cos... if u guys cant accept me back into tis band.. due to the trouble i had cause... i will leave... dun worrie.. i will do my part by finding a even better bassist... labyrinth[S] will definitely move far....
mama... tis time really there isnt any fault... by u... serious.... there isnt..... i know it really affected u...cos... u go thru tis thing with me... u are one of the most linked to the problems... be it to skyler or sound engineers... i had passed ur msg to channie....
he is greatful for ur understanding in the system... i had learn one veri veri precious advice from channie.... and tat is...
when one is unsure of something... do not comment nor talk... just listen... we dun talk music... we play music.. let music do the talkings...
i apply tis in the blog not becos of u guys did something wrong.... but is to remind myself... of cos.. to let u guys know to pass tis msg ard....
these few days stoning at home i think alot.... in order to be a good leader...i need to learn from mistakes.. i cant keep thinking abt the past be it whoever is wrong in the past... i am sure i had my mistakes somewhere in the past.. just tat i tend to cover it... so tat i can be the victim of everything....
they have their faults i have mine... be it how much i put in... still... i have to admit.. i am wrong in some ways... although of cos.... putting in all the efforts n got wasted over a nite... was a pain.. an impact to me... but i still have to take it.. n walk on....
i really have to thank u guys to be ard with me for so long.. working so hard... i know i am not a up to standard leader.. n thanks to justin always need to send the recordings n all... although sometimes abit lag... take quite long to send....
although we didnt put up the best performance on stage due to being too nervous.. n all... but i am sure..from tis stage experience u guys learn alot... be it in managing the system.. seeing the crowd respond.. n the feedbacks....
i am sure.. it did rings something into ur head.... all i can say.. u guys did a great job... u all save my face back..by proving... labyrinth[S] isnt a CMI band... its a band which still has hope.... tell urselves.. u guys are new... but tat isnt an excuse to make mistakes again n again forever....
we are new..but we will make any chances we have... to do the best we can.... although i dun have must rights to say these..cos.. of cos i cant do of all tat i had said.... sorrie for heavy demands.... i hope the pick necklace will be a memory to all of u... it maybe something really budget n cheap...
but i hope... u guys understand the true meaning of this pick necklace.. not to show off...but to tell ourselves... labyrinth[S] tis band.. do exist... we still have each other in heart...be it if a day we have to walk on the road ourselves...
sorry to bring the band down till the morale is so unseen.... i can understand how u all feel... innocent parties..suddenly got dragged down.... its like being accused of something u all didnt do.... i hope... even if tis band.. i no longer exist... as the bassist.. i hope u all can play on....
as i said.. its all up to u guys to be able to forgive me for wat i had done... all the mistakes i had done without thinking thru properly.... tat wasnt the way i should handle stuff.. i was too eager to win... too eager to prove... but i failed... i make the band fall with me...
esp to mama... very sorry.... i am very very sorry.... it affected u badly.. do take care guys.... its a great yr.... sab n justin.. may u guys be loving as ever.. dun neglect ur sch work somehow.... fan.. hope u can have a better start with a brand new job... smile more... :) of cos mama... less quarrels in r/s... hope ur ord faster come.... n of cos... get to do wat u always wanted to do... ur dreams.. ur aims.... :)
may god bless u guys.... take good care... always....
u guys had been missed...
sign off
izu*
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